Right Now...

Just a quick little post before I head on to bed. It is late, I just made a list of daily to-dos to help reduce the big picture that has been causing me to freak out the past few days. I made it much more simpler. Instead of hourly I did just two or three tasks to complete, which made me feel much better about what I have to do for the next 22 days! Right now I am thinking about how lucky I am. Each day I keep thinking about how I am truely blessed to have such a great guy that makes me laugh and smile. He keeps me on my toes, that is for sure! Jay constantly has something on his mind, something brewing in that noggin of his. There seems to be some idea or some type of contemplation that always sticks to his brain, and he in turn makes me think and ponder, too, about things I never thought I would ponder over. I always look forward to our conversations on the phone, because at least once a night I will laugh at a joke or something corney he says. I have never been treated so decent in my life. He is a true gentleman, and like he said, "Chivelry is not dead!" He has proved that one to me by far! The little things he does to make me feel special seriously make me smile from ear to ear. I never dreamed I would ever be this happy, and each day I find myself wondering why I am so lucky and so blessed to have the best boyfriend a girl could ask for!